Ohmigod. It has been the most eventful 24hours I have ever been through....in about a year.
Ahhh I'm not ready to deal with so much stress, why dont people make up their minds the way I do....right away!

Basically I asked this guy I like out and I have ot wait and wait for a reponse, ohmigod, my heart isnt doing so well. Anyways I had the long post about whatever and it got erased and I was like shit son, so yea im re-typing...shortened version.

Basically Im just telling that I asked a person out and know I have to wait. WHy? Because he said he was uncertain and he'd get back to me.....ohmi it is so agonizing. Like I just want to know, do you like me or do you not. But I guess I caught him by surprize, he never showed any like "emotion" towards me but we are co-workers, it would be deemed as inappropriate. I dont know anaylizing it all gave me a headache and now i fell whoozy.

One of my friends that met him thinks he's werid, but apparently I keep falling for the same werid guys over and over again. It has to be a coincednce. I definitly dont plan it like that.

But I was thinking how about he never thought of me like a person he would go out with and now he's sitting there going over the possibilities.......Three years younger, Co-worker and a crazy black girl or maybe for some bizzare reason his parents fdont approve. But I know the parent and they seem to like me. I'm pretty sure he'd being going through these thinking about what he should say and what his response would be. It scares me for the answer would be favourable to me, but I hope it is. I really do like (so far) and I would like to become closer with him, but whatever. Its up to him now. I have done my part, I told him how I felt.

Well anyways I uploaded a picture here of me enjoying my very late birthday present from Kates. We went to East Side MArios. Ahh I 'm gonna go watch Naruto, night

October 15

Hawt
Originally uploaded by Mandy No Good.

Last Saturday I got to go see The Organ play at the revival. It was I was laughing at the female guitarist of the organ. She barely moved and she had a poker face. It was so sad, but funny.

Oh yea, um I went with Laura, Tobin and Tony (Tobin's cute friend). Gentlemen Reg and The Galaxy, were there and they both were amazing. I had so much fun watching them perform. Tobin was so happy to talk to Gentlemen Reg, he was in love with them, it was great. I'm glad he got to meet one of his fav artist.

Ohhh and the picture above is of the hot guitarist from Gentlemen Reg who myself and Lora were crooning over. It was funny, lol. And I also bought The Organ 8inch.

So basically before we went to the Revival in Little Italy myself and Lora enjoyed our time around town. We DDR, ate, went major comic shopping...especially me. I started to collect slowly the Runaways Series by Marvel. Its so good and I love it.

Thats all I wanted to say, lol. I'm gonna be driving in like an hour, time to kill pedestrians...muahahaha

All In Rage

all the rage
Originally uploaded by slow shutter.

Everytime I call this cousin of mine she always has something ridiculous to say to me. Well in my opinion. She always comes up with opiniated subjects, that basically always ask for my view on something, which usually I don't agree with. Like i'm not sure who is to blame, but it pisses me off that everytime I call she has to go towards something I biased against and I have string beliefs for.

If I could I would cut myself off from my extended family. This is it starting now (for my moms side) There will be the points were I cannot avoid them but I'll do my best.

It's fucking stupid. Whatever,

then I already was getting pissed off with people's negative comments towards things that I'm doing and that I cant park! I can parallel park better then I can normal park. What the fuck!

Now tommorrow I suppose to go see the Organ, should be fun. Let's hope nothing ruins my day.

Oh and I also have to get my hair permed, its completely grown out and has turned curly...ahhh.

That's all for now, but my purpose for living is just to prove people wrong and enjoy myself. There's nothing more to it. Those are my only goals, and I will accomplish them or die trying.

Rice Dilema

Rice and curry
Originally uploaded by Ms. Marly.

How can I have a rice dilema, well heres how:

I love eating rice, but what I never understood is how I can chew rice "properly". This is an argument my more always brings up when we are eating rice. I, frankly, dont see the point in chewing rice, so I swallow it.Its too small to be chewed. But even though I state my reason I still get screamed at for it. Whatever well thats my rant. Basically I love rice, but I do prefer some rcie over others, lol

Capture The Flag

Capture The Flag
Originally uploaded by Mandy No Good.

That's what I played on Friday (sept 30th). I'm a kid at heart. I love the fact that I got a chance to play a game we used to love in elementary school. I notice that the people who were there, were people who enjoyed gettting out, socializing, and do]ing something out of the ordinary.

I really wished there was more people like that. There are so many stressful things in our society. I think we need to take a break from them, and go back to our childlike ways once in a while.

But that's coming from a very energetic person, that loves doing randomdisty, as long as its fun.

So I end up going downtown with Joe, Krystal and Jaira. Meeting them was a pain in the ass. I end up meeting them downtown, in the unversity fair. After that we went for a walk to find sushi, cuz i got hungary. We end up running into Aletha and Rebecca, they were so confused on what we were downtown doing! It was funny. We finally spilt up to eat or food, which was a lot. So on queen street I have now been to two sushi bars and still need to go into Banzai.Lol.

Um the game itself was bithcing, ohmigod I had so much fun. We got glow sticks to identify the two teams I was on the Blue. The other team was green. I was part of the offensive team. We were using the PATH way but the security guards kicked us out, lol. But before they did we got a kick out of running in to the green team. We didnt realize we were on the side. All they did was smile and charged at us. There was like 10 of us. We screamed and ran so fast. It was halirious.

I got spearated from Joe, Kystal, and Jai, but it was all good. I met a lot of random people. They were so cool, some even hot. They were so friendly and energetic. But we lost, I think the green team had more people, lol. But who cares it was fun. :)

Oh and I forgot to mention the random guy with his friend. He was like in his 30's but he was cute. He came up to us, what's going on here? ANd I expalined to him what 400 random people were doing at King and Bay. After I explained he was like that's neat. He then was like by the way my name is Brian and put out his hand. Then I told him my name and we shook hands and he left. Right after he left I looked at my group, and was like, I should really stop talking to strangers, lol. It was fun.



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