This weekend is Toronto Film Challenge. My friends and I were going to participate and then our team changed to many times, until there was six of us and the tickets sold out :( We already entered once before in either October or November and it was tons of fun, but very stressful. So since we didnt get to go this time, I think we'll try to arrange a team for the June Challenge.
Speaking of challenegs, my friends and I back in Feburary had a photo war in English class. It was a lot of fun, but I accidently deleted all the pictures we took (about 50)...so now we have to go bakc and have another war. Would post a pic but as you read I can't :P

Happiest of moods?

Guess I can say not really, but what can I do...like really, there's nothing but to wait and hope my day is better when I wake up later, haha.
It's like minutes to 2am, my friend that I actually wanted to talk to went offline to deal wiht a crying co-worker and another one that I was becomign friends with is not talking to me....and no i didnt do anything to deserve it. *sigh*

Well anyways, the good part about my day is that I may be able to go to some of my Meetups that take place in a few days which is awesome because I get to meet a few new people...but I think they'll all be older then me. -_- Dear god. I cant even hang out with kids my age, because they are all lazy! Well not all, but there's always some type of issue. I wish people were more active, like sponatneous and ready to explore new things....

I guess thats too much to ask, eh

Fake?

Fake?
Originally uploaded by Mandy No Good.

Kool-Aid Jammers and DDR are a girls best friend....well at least in my life. Besides wanting to throw a few people from a six storey building I feel releatively calm. This is what I call a so-so day; one where I can be happy and pissed at the same time and no it is not called PMS-ing...that would have a different name. So far this March Break has been "ehhh" I have finally seen Nanny McPhee, and ohmigod I love Emma Thompson she is so awesome.But you know what ruined my fucking great time, the bunch of fucking retards who sat infront of me whho couldnt keep the kids quiet. Dont tell me thats imppossible cuz we had four kids with us and they only talked and laughed when there was the appropriate moment....the retards talked the whole fucking way through, ohmigod. And guess who was the worse some random assholic of a 20 year old who also decided she had the right to swear outloud, thats when I decided to kick her chair and tell "Thanks a lot, we have kids up here. Was so kind of you to share your opinion" And speaking of sacrastically telling people off, many people aka Dylan thinks that one day I might get shot.....I think I would have to agree, I can only hold in fustration for so long. When I decided to exploded taht one person gets everyhting else form the last two weeks or more. Arent they lucky :)

But now in reponse to Dy's blog where he decided to call my O.C Mix 5 music artifical. tsk tsk. So they might add some cool sound effects to the music, but it sounds cool anyways. Like if you wanna talk about fake talk about Milli Vinalli. Like come on that a classic or how about Ashlee Simpson? The OC rocks and so does their collection of music. That reminds me ohhhmigod season two was soooo good. I love bitorrent because that how I was able to watch it. I missed season two because all of grade 11 I worked on the days when it aired, and my dad didnt think it was important enough to tape it...I could have cried, but i didnt. But you know what else I missed that year..Gilmore Girls. They are the ultimate team of kickass girls. Like seriously who would mess with Lorlai and Rory...answer=no one. Good times when I used to watch tv....now I watch tv view internet or not at all. It's usually not at all, cuz I normally only download anime mainly bleach and naruto.

I could go for some bowling right about now and I miss my mommy. :( well i miss pickering, what a stuffy life I live here in Ajax and worse of all, NORTH AJAX. What the fuck can anyone do in north ajax. It take for friggen ever for anyone to get down to hwy 2 if u dont have a car and even with a car it still takes forever, cuz everyone trying to leave the crappy sub-divisions all at the same time.

Ohmigod and taking of subdivsions, those little fuckers (ganster kids)from scarborough who moved here with the parents and fucked up everyones way of living. Walk outside i see a "thug" to my left and to the right. WTF. We live in fuckign Ajax the fucking suburbs, holy fuck get a life. Well at least one that better then iving the thug life....even living a bloggers (aka my life) is better then that. Pshh, and mine is pretty shitty :)

Well I have three days to see if I can get my package to ryerson in less then three days....i wish i can kick the person who prevented me from sending it today (psst. not myself). Maybe I can hand deliver it...or maybe I should just give up. only have $10 in account....cant pay for shit and gaaaah.

*sigh* I miss free time...hate slaving over everything. So many things connect to another thing, I 'm so royally pissed off.

Just to say Imogen Heap rocks!

Class Of 2006

Class Of 2006
Originally uploaded by BidWiya.

I think this picture is a very cool idea. I wonder if myself and adam can do a spin off for the yearbook class

Poem from a friend

Originally uploaded by Bea the Playa.

Well i wrote my friend a short chessy poem, and in return I got an awesomly cool poem. So now I feel bad that I suck at writing poems, lol. It is writeen by my summerhood friend Rene tonite.

Amandla is cute and lives quite a ways from me
There is no Summerstock this year so her i will not see:(
But life goes on and i'm sure our paths with cross
No one will die because with friendship there is no loss

Cute isn't it, I'm gonna get better at this poetry thingy, maybe :)

Empty

Room
Originally uploaded by autowitch.

So um lets say a couple years now...I know I made a mistake, which I cant exactly fix, it would be a very difficult task...but it would be interesting.

Tommorrow, I am half way done grade 12, ending this rollercoaster we call highschool. It's been fun, but I lost all a things, however can forget to mention the things I gained.

Anyways I'm listening to this sad sounding song that is so beautiful; sadly I cant understand a word of it. It's called Niji by L'arc En Ciel. This proves that music conveys feelings no matter what language, whethere I understand it or not, but that's a different topic.

Listening to this song, it brings back a lot of memories, mainly sad ones, that sometimes I wish could be erased. At other times I'm glad they arent; they make for some great stories and I get to learn from it. One of my biggest mistakes I cannot let go and I feel bad, since it has been a while. Maybe one day I'll get over it, without guilt...maybe.

I like to humour myself a bit...I'm sure I wont get over it...but life moves on and I have to stay with it.

Yeah well, time to sleep it off. Unless my dreams decided to haunt me too.

Days off...

Queen Street West Market Girl
Originally uploaded by TorontoStreet.

So starting today I get about 4 days off of like evrything, school and work. So sweet, but my dad wants me to learn new things instead of going out, so I decided when he takes me to chapters tomorrow to get some DIY books, some fiction, a profile, and a mag. The should keep me busy, like everyhting else in the world does, lol.
What I also think to be a good idea for me is to start making a listing of all the things I need to get done, even if I have to post it on the wall and around the house it should help me get stuff done, lol.
Also today I saw Hoodwinked, it was so great, but also remmeber that I'm easily amused, so yea... I sw it with my sister and it was so great because we, at certain points were the only ones laughing out loud, it was so sad, lol.